Back from Kedah

JUst back from Kedah and as usual i did not snap any photos so dere wun be any photos here..

Anyway, Kedah trip was awesome and this is the first time i visit it or i should say visit around the town as before this i merely went there for the funeral...

the trip is just about eating and eating.. If not mistaken i had 4-5 meals a day.. HUh.... fat fat fat...

haha.... but still kedah is not really an amazing place to visit if you guys want to have awesome activity over there. Is more to a place of having a sweet relaxation out from the town because it is peaceful and you dont get stress over here i supposed..

Thanks to my babe for bringing me around alor setar and jitra to have traditional food and as well as to her dad for spending us.. haha..

it was indeed a good experience to see how the people live there...

Good trip but bad ending due to my car.. Broke down again last nite after i pack some mid nite snacks for myself.. Gosh!! got frustrated and now waiting for my mum to pick me up to go and fuck the mechanic for giving the stupid useless car battery... haha...

take k folks

Rich Dad and Poor Dad by Robert Kiyosaki

After reading it for the first time roughly 4-5 years ago, i did not understand a single shit from what this fella said regarding financial education...

But after reading it again since i think i'm going to face the financial world in a few more years, everything just make sense to me...

This book is really good and full of knowledge for teenagers like us whom most of the time, we're financially well provided by our beloved..

However, it must be noted that sometimes, bad incidents would occur and to avoid having financial collapse, what i can suggest to you guys here, is to read this book...

It taught me to distinguish between assets and liabilities which i guess most of us though we knew the difference them...

well, i shall say here is that we dont...

Most of us thought that homes/ houses are assets, but is it really true???

No offence here but even for myself i felt so stupid for thinking that house is asset but in a fact, is a liability

why is it called a liability and not an asset.

Let me explain here. A liability is when you have to fork out money from your pocket to maintain it as in paying mortgage out of the house, electricity, water and other expenses.

while on the other hand, an asset is when you obtained income from it. Make any sense now??

So lets think again, is your is an asset or a liability??

for me i'm sure that my house is a liability cause my family is still paying mortgages for it which hurt our pocket...

And that's one of the reason why most of the rich people only buy a fuking big house when they have extra income or when they buy cars under their company's name.

One of the reason they did so is because company's expenses is included in the pre-tax (if not mistaken) and by doing so, they would not be charge higher tax after deducting their pre-tax profit...

Anyway, what my conclusion here is that try to get this book and read it when you're free or even before you go dozed... OK?? as i'm sure it'll help us in the future...

Friendship??

Actually i really dont mind at first when they criticise me for my stupidiness for not able to obtain my degree til now..

Now i think of it, what right do you have to talk so much about it???

I guess everyone knew that my family is having such financial downpour since i started my inter and it getting worst ever then..

If you are in my position, what can you do???

HOnestly, i'm seriously envy you guys cause you got the best from your family..

And i do remember one time when i asked kenneth to borrow me money as i'm broke, he asked me, why i did not get it from my parents..

After i told him about it, he understood and from that day onwards, i can proudly say that he never ask the reason y i need the money.. And better, he asked me to pay it slowly and till i can survive properly first..

Recently, the fren that i though i'm close to is getting more fuked..

even for a job also you need to criticise me like fuck...

And come on, if i were to challenge you to survive using your own money, i shall say here that you can fuking fail it as you're not that tough..

Maybe everything should end here...

cant join you guys anymore till you guys start to respect me...

and those who dont then just fuck off

Feel So Fucked

Just could not believe in myself that a phone call to care and concern will bring tragedy in a relationship.

Maybe i really talk to much.. But just trying to concern about her but never expect that it will end in this manner.

Really appreciate what she did for me and all the happy moments we had together especially during our vacation.

Glad that i have met her and at least been with her..

Just wish that she will change her mind but i think it will be very unlikely.

If nothing can change her mind then, i can just wish her all the best in the future.

And she can find someone unlike me.

Feel funny right??

Perhaps i will have crazy months again just trying to forget her..

Once again, i will need my friends help for sure...

Take care my love..

And hereby i shall say that i do very love you..

I cant say that i did treat you well but i can say here is that i did try my best to give you everything you need.

Sometimes you just dont understand

Just really wonder why even i got job offer, ppl still wana make havoc??

You guys just understand wat situation am i in??

I'm not as lucky as u guys out dere which ur parents can pay fully ur studies fees and u dun nid to worry about anything regarding financial wise..

On the other hand, i've to think where to get money to pay my fees, expenses and even car's petrol ( sumtimes )

so if i get an offer ie. 2.4k, do u think i can just work for 4 months and den save da money to be used for da nex 7 months???

think about it?? and den if u think u can do it den pls show it to me...

Have u ever try not even spending ur parents money like i do???

dun ask any allowance den.. Pay ur own car petrol, hp bills and den ur expenses.. dun use credit card at all.. den tell me how do u feel about it??

u guys must understand dat we're from diff world which honestly speaking, lately i feel reluctant to join u guys cuz u guys dun even understand my situation n tryin to compare mine n urs...

BUt thank god dat sum ppl understand.. If coll's frenz can understand y cant u???

ppl can see i'm skipping meals cuz i onli left rm10 in my wallet to be used da nex 2 days...

u haven try dat experience rite?? cuz ur parents are givin u allowance whilst u're studying...

so stop fukin comparin me n u...

Officially BANKRUPT

Huh.... Honestly i haven felt so poor before in my life..

Previously no matter how long i did not work, i'll still have some money left in my account..

But for this year is like fuck...

Total asset only worth less than rm100....

really feel like shit as you cant do much and each time you want to spend your money, you have to think twice...

But luckily, in college i have few frenz whom sponsor me with fags as they know i cant really buy cig lately.. really appreciate them...

However, i guess i must be mature now and finally after thinking so long after shower, i have made up my mind that i'm going to isolate myself from frenz...

So decided that the badminton session i just had would be my last activity with my frens till my financial steady again...

Not going to drink nor yum cha...

Haha...
So just wana say here sorry guys... And i might not going to BAli... haha