Back from Kedah

JUst back from Kedah and as usual i did not snap any photos so dere wun be any photos here..

Anyway, Kedah trip was awesome and this is the first time i visit it or i should say visit around the town as before this i merely went there for the funeral...

the trip is just about eating and eating.. If not mistaken i had 4-5 meals a day.. HUh.... fat fat fat...

haha.... but still kedah is not really an amazing place to visit if you guys want to have awesome activity over there. Is more to a place of having a sweet relaxation out from the town because it is peaceful and you dont get stress over here i supposed..

Thanks to my babe for bringing me around alor setar and jitra to have traditional food and as well as to her dad for spending us.. haha..

it was indeed a good experience to see how the people live there...

Good trip but bad ending due to my car.. Broke down again last nite after i pack some mid nite snacks for myself.. Gosh!! got frustrated and now waiting for my mum to pick me up to go and fuck the mechanic for giving the stupid useless car battery... haha...

take k folks

Rich Dad and Poor Dad by Robert Kiyosaki

After reading it for the first time roughly 4-5 years ago, i did not understand a single shit from what this fella said regarding financial education...

But after reading it again since i think i'm going to face the financial world in a few more years, everything just make sense to me...

This book is really good and full of knowledge for teenagers like us whom most of the time, we're financially well provided by our beloved..

However, it must be noted that sometimes, bad incidents would occur and to avoid having financial collapse, what i can suggest to you guys here, is to read this book...

It taught me to distinguish between assets and liabilities which i guess most of us though we knew the difference them...

well, i shall say here is that we dont...

Most of us thought that homes/ houses are assets, but is it really true???

No offence here but even for myself i felt so stupid for thinking that house is asset but in a fact, is a liability

why is it called a liability and not an asset.

Let me explain here. A liability is when you have to fork out money from your pocket to maintain it as in paying mortgage out of the house, electricity, water and other expenses.

while on the other hand, an asset is when you obtained income from it. Make any sense now??

So lets think again, is your is an asset or a liability??

for me i'm sure that my house is a liability cause my family is still paying mortgages for it which hurt our pocket...

And that's one of the reason why most of the rich people only buy a fuking big house when they have extra income or when they buy cars under their company's name.

One of the reason they did so is because company's expenses is included in the pre-tax (if not mistaken) and by doing so, they would not be charge higher tax after deducting their pre-tax profit...

Anyway, what my conclusion here is that try to get this book and read it when you're free or even before you go dozed... OK?? as i'm sure it'll help us in the future...

Friendship??

Actually i really dont mind at first when they criticise me for my stupidiness for not able to obtain my degree til now..

Now i think of it, what right do you have to talk so much about it???

I guess everyone knew that my family is having such financial downpour since i started my inter and it getting worst ever then..

If you are in my position, what can you do???

HOnestly, i'm seriously envy you guys cause you got the best from your family..

And i do remember one time when i asked kenneth to borrow me money as i'm broke, he asked me, why i did not get it from my parents..

After i told him about it, he understood and from that day onwards, i can proudly say that he never ask the reason y i need the money.. And better, he asked me to pay it slowly and till i can survive properly first..

Recently, the fren that i though i'm close to is getting more fuked..

even for a job also you need to criticise me like fuck...

And come on, if i were to challenge you to survive using your own money, i shall say here that you can fuking fail it as you're not that tough..

Maybe everything should end here...

cant join you guys anymore till you guys start to respect me...

and those who dont then just fuck off

Feel So Fucked

Just could not believe in myself that a phone call to care and concern will bring tragedy in a relationship.

Maybe i really talk to much.. But just trying to concern about her but never expect that it will end in this manner.

Really appreciate what she did for me and all the happy moments we had together especially during our vacation.

Glad that i have met her and at least been with her..

Just wish that she will change her mind but i think it will be very unlikely.

If nothing can change her mind then, i can just wish her all the best in the future.

And she can find someone unlike me.

Feel funny right??

Perhaps i will have crazy months again just trying to forget her..

Once again, i will need my friends help for sure...

Take care my love..

And hereby i shall say that i do very love you..

I cant say that i did treat you well but i can say here is that i did try my best to give you everything you need.

Sometimes you just dont understand

Just really wonder why even i got job offer, ppl still wana make havoc??

You guys just understand wat situation am i in??

I'm not as lucky as u guys out dere which ur parents can pay fully ur studies fees and u dun nid to worry about anything regarding financial wise..

On the other hand, i've to think where to get money to pay my fees, expenses and even car's petrol ( sumtimes )

so if i get an offer ie. 2.4k, do u think i can just work for 4 months and den save da money to be used for da nex 7 months???

think about it?? and den if u think u can do it den pls show it to me...

Have u ever try not even spending ur parents money like i do???

dun ask any allowance den.. Pay ur own car petrol, hp bills and den ur expenses.. dun use credit card at all.. den tell me how do u feel about it??

u guys must understand dat we're from diff world which honestly speaking, lately i feel reluctant to join u guys cuz u guys dun even understand my situation n tryin to compare mine n urs...

BUt thank god dat sum ppl understand.. If coll's frenz can understand y cant u???

ppl can see i'm skipping meals cuz i onli left rm10 in my wallet to be used da nex 2 days...

u haven try dat experience rite?? cuz ur parents are givin u allowance whilst u're studying...

so stop fukin comparin me n u...

Officially BANKRUPT

Huh.... Honestly i haven felt so poor before in my life..

Previously no matter how long i did not work, i'll still have some money left in my account..

But for this year is like fuck...

Total asset only worth less than rm100....

really feel like shit as you cant do much and each time you want to spend your money, you have to think twice...

But luckily, in college i have few frenz whom sponsor me with fags as they know i cant really buy cig lately.. really appreciate them...

However, i guess i must be mature now and finally after thinking so long after shower, i have made up my mind that i'm going to isolate myself from frenz...

So decided that the badminton session i just had would be my last activity with my frens till my financial steady again...

Not going to drink nor yum cha...

Haha...
So just wana say here sorry guys... And i might not going to BAli... haha

Studying mode

Sorry for the MIA for few months in this blog bcuz basicly i dont have any idea what to talk about here and i'm quite busy lately with my studies..

MOst of my time were spent in either college or outing with my gal..

So Sorry folks about it..

Anyway, life was great lately,,

getting an active life in terms of having weekly badminton activity with frenz and it was quite awesome....

Hopefully i'll be able to lose some weights from there..
And besides that, i was trying to quit smoking for the past 1-2 weeks,,,

Trust me, i really did try..

But unfortunately, it was real tough and hereby i decided that i'll just smoke less than usual and i guess i'll stop smoking in real future...

Haha,. Funny rite???

Gonna plan for Bali trip and hope everything will go smoothly so that i can have a great vacation and i really wish to visit bali since most of my frenz who went told me that it was good...

Dats all in dis blog..

Till i update again...

Fuking bad day

I really feel that my luck has been fuking bad lately and it happen to my car..

I went for the normal car service yesterday and get my brake pad changed..

And before that i told him to have check why is my car vibrated alot once my speed reached 80km/h...

so when the mechanic took off my tyres to change my break pads, he found out my inital prob bout vibrating,,,

It was actually my right drive shaft spoilt...

So what to do??

Have to change a new 1 which cost me rm230...

So the total car service yerterday cost me rm514...

And the story continued just now..

I fetched my frens to SS2 to have our lunch there and after our lunch, when i start my car, there was hot air instead of cold air blowing out from the air conditioner...

So i was like WTF!!!

went to check and found out that the fan was not moving and there was weird sound from there...

GOsh!!! FRom that time i felt something bad and yeah,, the car's temperature was rising rapidly...

So at last, i had to suffer to drive in the jam to my mechanic's shop,.

FRom SS 2 to Sentosa, guess how long did i took???

it took me more than an hour due to jam after office hour as well as because i've to off the engine once the temperature is above middle line..

Fuk this shit.....

And the conclusion of this story is, it cost me rm 700....

FUk this SHIT.......

Why?? Why??

Sometimes i really dun freaking understand gal's mind..

Is it true that once u broke up with them, u're like their lifetime enemy...

I guess some of my friend will agree with me, rite??

Hahaha...

When they having their downside, boys will try to free their time by talking to them..

But what irritates me is when they though that you're actually laughing in the heart by seeing them fail..

Huh...

Stop being childish and face the reality,,

Not all the guys are like this..

IF i was given a choice i really wish that i've never been in any of the relationship and stick to the gal that i'm being right now..

Why i feel like this??

Cause i feel that if i din really being involved then most of the girls were still my frenz..

Maybe i could say that they might be one of my besties in the gal side..

That's all i wanted to say..

haha..

Happy CNY every1...

Still wana win sum money b4 Cny ends..

So faster give donations to me.. hahaha.....

confusing here.....????

actually sumtimes i really dunno wats wrong with my fuking family???
last nite when i asked dem bout da fuking exam fees dey say no money...
early morning today suddenly got a fuking msg from my mum..
guess wat??
she asked me to study hard so nex year can send me to uk..
i was like???????
*stone*
where da hell da money came from all of sudden??
i din buy jackport on last sunday..
haha..
so i really duno wats in their mind...
perhaps is not deir prob but is mine..
haha...
but if i really can grad in uk den i'll be happy.... =)

Kedah???

Well.... As most you guys know about it that i went to kedah during the weekend as i have to attend carol's mum funeral...
So this time i have a strong reason why there aint any photos posted since that is not really a suitable time for photo capturing...
Haha....
Met her family there and what i could say, they made my life easier bcuz they were friendly...
Hmmm.. Maybe it is bcuz they did not know about our relationship and guess they're still guessing it til now since carol and i just admit that we're merely course mate..
I could explain this ok??
It is bcuz we do not want to have an additional drama occur since she had quite a disappointing relationship before me...
But then i got a bad review by her aunt which i smoke..
tried my best not to smoke there but then too bored d..
as usual when bored we'll look for ciggies to accompany us..
and i did smoke very far away from her house.. is jus da smell dat betray my innocent look..
haha...
so at last her aunt told her to advise me not to smoke as it is unhealthy...
lol.. swt d...
so here i wud like to say dat if wei hoe stop smoking then i'll stop as well...
so wei hoe better u dun stop.. lol...
dats all..
ciaoz...