Really sorry

Just want to say sorry to my fellow Kohs mate as i made them worry alot these few months..
After grace and i broke up, a lot of incidents happened and my mum especially knew i cant get throught this and allowed me to smoke..
Well.. She's a great mum whom is very open minded..
But too bad i failed my whole family and my friends with this attitude..
Erm... Just want to say really sorry and well, i wish that i can changed now and for the future person..
Like i lost my specs and hp due to the fight, my mum didnt blame me for it but just ask me to think about it whether is it worth it?
I'm really stupid for not appreciating my mum and i felt so sorry for her as she put alot of effort to turn me into a better person..
For my fellow Kohs, i know most of you guys are quite disappointed of me last night.. But i seriously thank you guys for coming all the way just to pick me up.
I really know how true our friendship is.. I'll appreciate our friendship till i die and i can proudly tell to the world that, Kohs are fellow brothers that always be there for me no matter how bad i was or what kind of devil i am..
After the stupid incident last night, i really give a serious thought of what kind of person am i now?
Why i did so many stupid things just for her? Does it worth it? Why cant just let her go?
I got my answer d. Is cause of my hp. I still kept lotz of her pics and messages in it as it contains so much memories inside but then since it had lost then it might be a signal that i should move on now..
The past is the past. You cant turn back the clock and change the wrongdoings so why dont you be a better person and change the future as it had not past..
Again,, just want to say i'm really sorry.. Sorry for making you guys worrying about me for few months..
Thanks to song yeu and OJA for always advising me..
I'll changed...
Thats all...
Sorry mum..
I know what i should do now..

Lost my hp

heyz guys...
sorry to blog so early here..
but just want to inform that my hp lost d..
dont want to talk about it..
had a bad night last night..

Should i go ahead with this plan?

I just had this in my mind last night before heading to bed...
Since yesterday me, Seng and Sun failed to land ourself in MBS' basketball court, i thought of writing a letter to Malay Mail under complain letter..
This is in lieu that Malay Mail has a column of people writing to them about the disagreement or disappointment about some of the services and they will contact with that particular body to get review.
So since Mr Wong the turtle head of MBS stated that MBS old school boys are invited to use the school's compound ie. basketball court ( which Andy's dad donated money to rebuild it ) as long as the old boys informing the school authority before using them..
But since yesterday the turtle head disallowed us eventhough we asked his permission, it really triggered me off as he swallow his words..
On the other hand, Mr Chin the so called now co-curiculum advisor told us that our appearance will eventually affect the MBS image just because we had long hair..
Erm,,, For the infomation, we are the students who brought the school name fyling high especially in handball, basketball and as well as ping pong.. Hmmm.... Image was built by us..
And lastly, whenever they need some donation, they will cry their ass out to get donation from the old boys without appreciating them after getting the donation.
How would they really expect the old boys to do something for the school when the school is not welcoming them back to the school...
I totally disagree with the new management currently and plan to have chaos with them in public... Let the people know what MBS is all about..
Publicity will made them shun and ashamed of themselves...

Should, i just need a vote of opinion whether should i bring this matter to Malay Mail??

Fuk it

Huh!!
As most of you know, i failed my exam again..
This time is even worst..
Failed my most confident subject in Year 2..
Huh...
However, got B+ for public law which i dont really expect it..
Haih.. Just managed to get 48 for tort which also just 2 marks away from getting a B..
OMG,,,
I seriously dont know how and why i failed my Land Law..
I do think that i answered it perfectly fine which i could get a B but then dont really expect it to be a referal paper.. Only 36??
Really stone and sad right now..
Dont know what can i do?
Give me some advise here...

Yes! No! Fuk It.. Results are out tomorrow!!

OMG!!!
That's the best word that i could use to describe my emotions now..
Haih.. Finally, after enjoying my working life for the past 2months, my finals results would be out tomorrow or indeed it had reached in Malaysia on Monday but dont really know why the Education Ministry Dept want to keep them for so long..
For my guess, it must be laughing at my results.. who knows right??
Haha...
Anyway,, i'm trembling now and i knew is useless to regret any single thing now as past is da past and i guess i did my exam at my very best after so many sad incidents happened in my life just 2weeks before my finals..
Err... Is not an excuse for me if i really managed a very bad results.. It would just show that i'm bad in emotion management.. Hehe...
Huh... How would my college life be again??
Will it be better or worst??
I seriously miss my frenz alotz.. The time that we spent on drinking and smoking as well as disturbing those new dumb a-lvl students..
Well.. Looks as if i'm really looking forward to it..
Hmmm.. Honestly i really dont dare to pick up my results tomorrow..
So i think I'll probably pick it up with my bunch of friends on tuesday or wednesday...
At least i can go drinking with them once it turn out to be sux...
Somehow, i stil wish for the best and as well as trying to expect the worst...
hope i can really go out tonight to have my satays..
Hehe...
take k ya..
pray for me fellow bros..

Genting trip...

Sorry for the late post
Dont really have the time to do it at the past
So since i'm fuking bored and free then I should have do it now..
If not mistaken, we went to Genting Highland that day to celebrate our Yeu Kohs birthday the very next day..
Had lotz of fun that night and as usual, some hyper active and idiotic Kohs did something funny or special in some artistic sense..
Lets talk no more and enjoys da picz

Catch Kohs ' The Famous Celebrities ' live in Genting Highland

Kohs hunting for Mc D after a round at Starbucks..

The serious Yeu Koh waiting to get his meal * so cool ler*

Yeu : Yes.. Thats my meal.. I will eat you up.. M****** Fuker...

As usual, Aun Koh and Dy Koh wanted to act Gay to replace the significant art of acting of me and Jern Koh

Yup and thats me without any Mc D's meal as i'm on diet..

Dy Koh kept on staring at Jern Koh's food as he wanted to eat them but too bad he was on diet mode as well..

Yeu Koh with his emo looks

Yee trying to maintain his emo stylo milo

Jern with his best emo looks..

Well.. Sun Koh wanted to act emo but too bad, he failed

Here's Gau Koh emo-ing with the burger in the mouth..

Seng Koh with his usual emo stunt face

Not sure whether Aun Koh wanted to do emo face or funny face

Dy Koh was sleeping or emo-ing.. Not so sure about it.

Yeu Koh's 21st birthday cake

The expression when he got the birthday cake. *Confused*

* Wondering what the heck is the straw for ? *

* Oh!! I got it. It shows that i am 21 years old *

Kohs group pic taken right outside the outdoor theme park

Kohs trying to look cool and lost

I really wonder why Gau likes my butt so much..

Only 1 word can describe in this pic = Yeng

The nerdy Kohs.. Well.. Most of them are top students

Aun trying to prove how short am i to the world

Dy seems to be so lost in his own world..

Aun and Gau trying to show off their blink blink

Smart or nerdy or Yeng dou hai??

Proud to be the nerdy Kohs?? I mean Aun and Sun

Aun and Gau always wanted to be a pole dancer and they got it

Like i said, Dy was lost again in his own world

We had a good angle at the photographer's panty due to the wind

Here she is, our photographer after she had changed her skirt

OMG!! Olympus is taking over Genting Highland

Oh, Gau!! Dont be so sad after donating rm 50 to the

Lim's family... Haha..

Thats all folks.. Hope you guys enjoy the pics..

better in time

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow i cant forget you
after all the we've been through

Going coming
Though I heard a knock
Who's there, no one

Thinking that i deserve it
Now i realised that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice
You meant everything quickly i'm learning
To love again all i know is
I'm gonna be ok

Thought i couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time

Eventhough i really love you
I'm gonna smile cause i deserve too
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the tv
Without something there to remind
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feeling

If i'm dreaming
Don't want to laugh hurt my feelings
But that's the path i believe it
And i know that time will heal it

If you didn't notice, boy you meant everything
Quickly i'm learning
Oh turn up again
All i know is
I'm gonna be ok

Though i couldn't live without you
It gonna hurts when it heals too
It'll all get better in time

Even though i really love you
I'm gonna smile cause i deserve too
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
No more you and me
It's time i let you go so i can be free

And live my life how it should be
No no no, no no no
No matter how hard it is
I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

Though i couldn't live without you
It gonna hurts when it heals too
It'll all get better in time

Even though i really love you
I'm gonna smile cause i deserve too, yes i do
It'll all get better in time

Sienz

Dont really know why nowadays my sixth sense is freaking fuking good..
I sensed that last night outing would turn out to be a disaster and it indeed turned out like that..
Huh.. Actually kinda sad here as i really want to give the best shot last night since i wont be able to see her anymore but then everything dont go according to the plan again..
The seating sucks and the crowds are suckz..
Haih...
What to do??
I am fated to be unlucky in my life..
Guess since after my SPM, everything in my life turns upside down or the opposite way..
Is it really because that i dont appreciate what i had at the past in terms of financial, partners and friends??
This is a really big question in my mind..
How could i fix all these on my own??
Well,, perhaps, i can say i'm not alone as i got whole bunch of buddies supporting me all the time, but i just can feel that there's still an empty space which is left for her and now, it's unoccupied..
Anyway.. Stil happy here as i managed to fulfill all my promise towards her...
Dont really care whether she'll likes my gifts or not but then just hope that she'll always appreciate my gifts....
It is indeed a romantic fairy tale which ended in nightmare but this is the relationship that i enjoy the most...
She told me that she knew how i felt for being in love so much so just wondering now, why she still want to hurt me even after she knew about the pain and suffering i had??
Hmmmm.... Confused...
Well.. Thats the finale of the journey between me and her...
Lastly..Is not that i dont want to agree with her that at times, fate did play a part..
However, i still somehow believe that everything would not happen if we dont play a part to it.. Agree anyone??
You told me dat i'll wait for you if i really love you
Well.. I should say here that you did worth every time of mine but the problem here is that, would you really wait for me as well??
I'm sure you got lotz of guys after you now so eventhough i wait and wait, i'm sure 1day i could a guy holding your hand and both of you smile happily walking past me.. Right??
I really dont dare to take the risk here..
Hmmm.. Honestly, she's still the 1 i love the most...
Thats the end of the story..
Sorry for making my readers here tensed up and wanted to kill me..
But those who knew me since secondary or primary school. you should know that this is the 1st relationship that i really wanted it to last long...
Really sorry once again and i thereby promised here that
I, Kenny Lee Yung Yee will start a new chapter of life and will study hard for my future..
So i pledge here that i wont probably ended in relationship anymore til the day i left college...

Sensed failure...

As most of the people know,
today i'm going to celebrate with her..
As usual, movie, dinner and then head to the club..
But somehow, i sensed failure in the plan early morning once i got up from bed..
I really dont know what the reason but then,, just hope that everything is going according to the plan...
Haih....
Sienz..

LOL... How come everyone knew it??

LOl..
This is what i can came out from my mouth..
Nothing else that i can really express it..
It should be the biggest secret ever but then, how come everyone got to know about it..
Hmmm.....
So Shiznit.. Are you the betrayer here??
Anyway,, quite happy here as it took me 3months to accept the fact in my life..
So just want to say sorry to my lovely Hon...
I know you're so patient towards and then, started to treat me so coldly but i think i knew the reason behind it..
Thanks so much for your support especially before my finals..
Erm... About the gift ya... Just wish that everyone dont mind about it as thats what i had promised her before as i told her that i do not have money to give her a proper gift during valentine's day and so i'm going to gift her a proper 1 during her birthday as a replacement...
So thats the promise and i would like to fulfill it for the last time..
I know it cost me alot but just let me fulfill it this time.. OK???
So OJA chilz!!
Anyway,, i've been pretty busy lately due to working, so just want to apologise for the lacks of updates of my life..
My results as said by my friends, it would be out tomorrow..
Hmmm..
I dont think that i'm going to get it tomorrow..
Hahaha...
The previous results traumatised me...
But i'll update the results here once i got the courage to take it and accept it..
ok>>
so pray and wish for the best for me..

Heartbreak just before the big day

Huh!!!
Looks like what i've been planning for this coming friday night will result in vain..
I got my answer just 3days before i planned to tell her or indeed to suprise her..
Hmmm..
Oh well!!
I've to accept the fact this time and as i promised to all of my fellow Kohs mates.. That day would be my last day seeing her so just chilz k??
Maybe we can be friends or maybe we wont be friends..
Is totally depending on the situation and how i can get through it...
I think i had learnt my lesson this time which is never let go a person so easily as certain things would not be the same twice..
she indeed gave me a wonderful and enjoyable relationship which if is not the best then it is 1 of the most missed..
Haih...
I can say that i'm pretty sad now but i think i can control my emotion this time... Just hope for the best that night...
Tired and currently i just want to listen to Leona Lewis' Better in time..
This song really suits my situation now..
Haha..
Ciaoz folks..

Dilemma

Hmmm....
I am really freaking stressed up, tired and as well as crazy due to working continuosly for 2 months..
But i am still proud of myself as i was able to work everyday for the last 2 months..
However, my salaries were gone in a split second..
Haha...
Is really amazing to see all your hard earned money used in just a second..
But still, i have no regret about it as i do felt that is worth it..
I am stupid and dumb so that's me...
Anyway,, I guess i might have to take a break in 2 or 3 weeks time as to relax myself from this cruel life...
I am not really nagging about it but just wish that everything will goes smoothly and according to plan..
Well... 2 More weeks to go for my big plan..
Wish me lucks..
Cheers.....

PC FAIR

This is my 1st time working in PC Fair..
The experience is not really that great thou..
Anyway,, everything went smoothly today and i was quite happy for my own performance in terms of sales as well..
Managed to sell 7pieces today although there were lots of other promoters working as well..
So feel quite proud about it..
But 1 thing bad is that all the new promoters dont really have any knowledge about the cameras so as seniors, we have to guide them through which means that we have to take care of them so that dealers would not be able to take their sales..
Huh!!!
So today, i really sacrifised alot as i really did take care of them by guiding them and the most i did is that i talk to some of the dealers so that they wont take away their sales..
I know that i am really kind hearted...
Anyway,, i'm freaking tired now so i just want to wish that the sales will be better tomorrow so that i got a higher commission..
Hehe..
Nitez..