Feel bad..

Lately, i've been working very hard to achieve my motive and aim as well..
IS a good thing that i am able to focus on those things that i wanted to do but unfortunately, sacrifices have to be made...
I feel really pretty bad for a friend of mine as i could not be able to even see her a glance although she's back here for 2 weeks past..
Gosh!!!!
Now is clearly understood why both our relationship as friends had turn sour for the past few months..
Erm,...
Just want to say here that i'm really sorry cause i was not able to meet up with you..
Hope that you'll forgive me..
Stay happy and take care when you're going back to Aussie tomorrow...
Cheers...

What a day??

Although today is bit of a setback but i think i did manage it well..
I was patient in working since morning and finally i managed to close a sale by 5pm..
As a result, total sales today is 3..
Haha...
Finally i managed to break the egg..
Wtf..
Hmmm.. Anyway,, i really dont get poeple's mind easily..
Compared to the past, i can read other's mind quite well rather than now being such a retard..
Dont know why there are more and more people getting angry at me..
Huh... Stressed up!! =/

Stressed

I really dont know what kind of bad luck i'm having currently..
Everything seems to be so sucked up..
No sales in work no matter in Klcc or for Olympus..
I've been working for the past 2days in Low Yat Plaza and i did not manage to sell a single camera...
Sh!tt....
It is a freaking fair and not in-house performance...
No sales nvm.. But i can spend for nearly Rm 40 for meals alone..
Lol..
Dont know what appetite i had when i cant even close a sale..
Hope that i manage to close several sales tomorrow..
If not, i really dont know how to explain to my supervisor..
*Moody and emo*

Insufficient time

Lol..
This time is really pretty stressed up..
As now i found out that i cant really fulfill what am i supposed to do or what i had plan to do within this 2months..
Now i've to find my way or to come out with a plan B which i really what am i supposed to have it..
Erm....
But for now,, what i can do is to make sure that i wont spend alot on this month and as well as next month..
If not,, i'll be totally dead..
Hmmm.....
Hope for the best and expect the worst as well...

Stressed

Life is really pretty bad these days..
Nothing is going smoothly or the way i wanted it to be..
On the other hand, it can be said that it was sux and totally sux
Huh!!!
Like today...
I was stressed till i cant even concentrate in a single thing that i was supposed or obliged to do while working..
Oh man...
I spoilt my boss's canon printer as the paper jam inside the machine..
Then, i lost my colleague's invoice..
WTF!!!
I really dont get it..
WHy would I got so emotionally affected by all these??
Haih..
I really felt that i am so weak compare to last time where i used to be everything also no fuk....
But currently, even a minor stuff will shake my world into upside down..
Gosh..
I cant continue to live in this way as it'll really kill me off..
Anyway,,
i quited smoking again as promised to my mum and fellow friends...
So pls..
Give me a round of applause..
Hahaha..
Anyway,, those who really knows me well..
I just smoke when my exams is around the corner and as well as when some1 had hurt me badly..
Erm..
But for now,, i'll try my best not to get involved with cigg to cure me off..
And i did well today for not heading towards smoking when she hurt me again..
Well.. She did not hurt me directly but maybe perhaps is indirectly and not her fault as well..
guess maybe i was too emotional..
Sh!tt....
Erm..
THats all..

So tiring...

Finally finish working for Photo EOE in Tesco Puchong...

Huh...

I am really exhausted now..

Managed to sell around 10pieces myself but too bad as there were 2

promoters assigned there so total we need 20pieces to hit our target..

God dammit..

What a waste as we managed to sell around 16-18pieces....

Tomorrow will be working for Kimpodo again in KLCC Isetan....

3days consecutively full days..

so just hope that i can manage to get some good sales over there..

Thats all..

Ciaoz..

This time fuked again..

huh...
once again,, reach home after work and my mum asked me to talk with her..
This time, is more fuked up..
Maybe is really the time for us to declare ourself to be bankrupt..
Is not that i dont want to help this family or what but then, this time i cant really help anymore..
The best that i can do is to support myself for all these years like what i've been doing..
I had used all my money for the family in the beginning of the year and i did not really work after that...
So huh!!!!
GUess is a big lesson for them again this time..
What i can really say here is that there is time that you should know the limit..
This would be a really good lesson for me and my sister..
But i'm quite confident that both of us will always know our limit and futhermore, both of us handle our financial quite maturely..
So.....
Now i would just lend a hand if i could..

Busy Busy Busy

Hahaha.....
i am really freaking busy with my life these days..
Been focusing alot in my so called career during my hols...
Erm..
Watched Hancock last night with my Olympus colleagues and no doubt bout that watching Hancock 2times can really made u fall asleep in the middle of the show..
Eventually, i really want to reject their offer as i had seen that movie with her but then, if i dont go for that movie then another colleague of mine whom stay in kajang would not be able to go due to transportation probs...
So, here again,, Kenny the saviour...
Fuk... Bit sohaiz tim..
Haih...
Boring..
I want to go club these days but then, have to save some money...
Suffering.. Stressed... Tension... Pressured.....
Someone Pls....
Save me.......

Moody T_T

haih...
I really dont know why am i so weak compare to last time..
I used to be very strong emotionally but not at the present moment..
I really cant let go things off me easily and as well as i cant forget about her..
Is really suffering to think of someone that had left you and knowing that he/she is ignoring or avoiding..
I am seriously sick of it and i really want to be strong and keep things going on smoothly..
But at times, when i am too free,, memories will play by itself without any command..
Huh!!!
I know that i am kinda dumb and stupid for not forgetting things fast..
Feel bad about it too..
what do you think i should do??
Any suggestion?

Freaking fuked up day..

I was working for a fair held in BB plaza for last saturday and sunday..
Normally, promoters would be able to get a higher sales during fair as most of the cameras will be cheapear than usual..
So i was really looking forward to it..
On Saturday,, I just managed to sell 1 piece of SP 570uz which is a semi pro camera... I was really freaking moody that day as all the customers that i served were fuking asshole....
Then, after work, i headed to Jin's crib to celeberate his 21st birthday..
Everything was going to plan until when Jin was bit tipsy and started to react abnormally which seriously had terrified all the guests that night..
Hahaha...
Sorry to say about it Jin but i am just trying to fill in the space here..
But thank god that everything settled down after Jin was bit of sober...
So head to the ending part,,
Went out for yum cha nearby Jin's crib and then on the way back to house, I had to change wei hoe's tyre because............ ( i also dont know how to explain it)
Luckily, Jaan wang was there as i was pretty bad exhausted as well...
Erm...
Managed to reach home by 7.30 and again,, went to work by 10..
I know that i am seriously a hardcore SSH now...
But i really need money now..
Hahaha......
Anyway,, today sales = 1 piece of mju 1030 sw..
KNNCBB....
The bad luck is keeping moving on beside me..
And last night, i really need her to be beside me but then,, too bad..
Not everything that you wished for will comes true in reality...
REality = Cruel

KL MEGA SALES IS BACK!!

Finally tomorrow will be the beginning of the Kl Mega Sales which everyone is waiting for it except those people like me whom do not have extra pocket money to shop..
What a sad case..
Anyway,, i went into AX and Ck shop in KLCC this evening during my breaktime to check out some stuff and the clothes pretty much attracts me alot...
But when i asked the sales assistant, she told me that they will change some of the clothes tonight and placed out some old stocks for mega sales tomorrow..
And i was quite excited and asked them what's the best rate for discount?
Err.. Max is like 40%...
Erm... It is true that the discount is quite attractive but then for a t-shirt worth rm 200++ and after the 40% discount, it will still cost roughly about rm120...
If i do have that money, no doubt that i would probably buy them but too bad,, i do not have that amount of money to spend...
Haha...
Anyway,, i will still hang out in KLCC tomorrow to check some of the discounted items..
Hope i can purchase few of them..
Wish me luck..
AX and Ck... PLS GO FOR 70%....
Then i can buy happily =)

Am i really that annoying?

Haih...
i really dont know the fact that i am that annoying to most people that i known...
take for an example... *she*
i tried to take things slowly as planned but she still feel that i'm annoying..
I dun really msg nor call her lately but guess is my face prob and as what shiznit said, i need a face job..
huh!!!
at times i dont really understand her mind as is too complicated...
but i had finally made my mind..
Ok.. i know that i've said that plenty of times but then probably, this would be the last time of me saying this,,,
as i said in the earlier blog, i have to start thinking maturely and so is better for me to cut things short or avoid her rather than she felt irratated, annoyed or angry..
Do you readers here agree??
I'm just asking my opinion as i had msg her about it..
Hmmm...
2008 is not a really good year for me thou..
Hope things will eventually get better in the 2nd half of the year..
i think i've learnt my mistake in these few years...
But i dont really regret knowing and the opportunity of becoming her bf...
i'll cherrish and remember it always...
anyway,,
kinda sad and down now because i dont really hope it will end up in this manner but as a guy, i've to learn to accept my ups and downs or my failure...
so, just wish for the best..
i think i had done enough and is seriously a matter of time now..
the final decision will never be mine..
take care folks..
hope to spend more time with frenz now so that i can focus in happy ending rather than thinking about those sad days or memories..

She's really a muther fuker....

I'm seriously fuking angry now...
My colleague stolen my sales of a solid gold frame cost around rm 8k while the commission is around rm 300....
Ma ge hai..
Now i'm really stress like sh!t...
Anyway,,,
My mum just bought a new dog..
Is a shizu ( spelling correct?)
haha...
so now i got 2 dogs d..
She's kinda cute but then still have to train her as she's just 6months old and she pee and poo everywhere...
Huh!!...
GTG now..
I just had a bad day...