Monday, October 19, 2009

Emo-ness again...

Dunno what the heck am i thinking about again?
Out of all sudden really dunno why i wanted to read QY's blog and felt really bad now...
Felt that i'm a jerk leaving her with all the shits and made her who she is now??
Really hope that i can do something for her but i really dunno what should i do??
I know C will be reading this blog but i can assure you that i'm really into you but i dunno why i just feel very guilty and bad now..
Hmmm.... Dear, really need you beside me now but then you're having a nice hols in shanghai which made me reluctant to disturb your vacation with frens..
Haih...
But still anyhow, you gotta accompany me once you''re right back in KL...
One more thing is that i'm really freaking bored at home although i'm god damn tired today...
Been sweating whole day long at home.. It might be my fats will be gone soon... ( i hope so :X )
Huh... Had a tremendous fun at Sg witha bunch of seniors although got a disappointed result in the basketball competition..
Not really what i had expected earlier.. Should have done it better and win it... But still have to accept the fact and do it better if i still got the chance again in 2years time....
Bloody wang made me so bored at home til i read her blog.. haha....
You gonna accompany me the whole day tomorrow...

1 comment:

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noone can judge whether it is ur fault or not.may b u have ur part which is wrong but it's her choice to live d way she is now..noone to blame..im sorry to leave u alone here when u need me.sorry.