confusing here.....????

actually sumtimes i really dunno wats wrong with my fuking family???
last nite when i asked dem bout da fuking exam fees dey say no money...
early morning today suddenly got a fuking msg from my mum..
guess wat??
she asked me to study hard so nex year can send me to uk..
i was like???????
*stone*
where da hell da money came from all of sudden??
i din buy jackport on last sunday..
haha..
so i really duno wats in their mind...
perhaps is not deir prob but is mine..
haha...
but if i really can grad in uk den i'll be happy.... =)

Kedah???

Well.... As most you guys know about it that i went to kedah during the weekend as i have to attend carol's mum funeral...
So this time i have a strong reason why there aint any photos posted since that is not really a suitable time for photo capturing...
Haha....
Met her family there and what i could say, they made my life easier bcuz they were friendly...
Hmmm.. Maybe it is bcuz they did not know about our relationship and guess they're still guessing it til now since carol and i just admit that we're merely course mate..
I could explain this ok??
It is bcuz we do not want to have an additional drama occur since she had quite a disappointing relationship before me...
But then i got a bad review by her aunt which i smoke..
tried my best not to smoke there but then too bored d..
as usual when bored we'll look for ciggies to accompany us..
and i did smoke very far away from her house.. is jus da smell dat betray my innocent look..
haha...
so at last her aunt told her to advise me not to smoke as it is unhealthy...
lol.. swt d...
so here i wud like to say dat if wei hoe stop smoking then i'll stop as well...
so wei hoe better u dun stop.. lol...
dats all..
ciaoz...